Anyway, hm. I'm arranging an appointment with a psychiatrist sometime soon, because I think it's really time to switch off Lexapro. There's a noticeable difference when I've missed a few days, yes, but it's more ... depressed, apathetic, unemotional, and completely antisocial -> more emotion, but not in a necessarily good way! Anywhoozen, I'm thinking a tricyclic, because I've exclusively used SSRIs and, uh, yeah, about that. Still, if I have to go the SSRI route (which, knowing my mother, will be the case!), I'm thinking sertraline -- so, basically, Zoloft or Lustral. I also need to look at sedatives for the insomnia, because that ... uh, ain't getting any better.
I LOVE HOW MY DOCTORS LET A FIFTEEN-YEAR-OLD DECIDE HER OWN MEDICATION AND DOSAGE :'D
Aaaaanyway, on a less boring note, I
FUCK, GUYS, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ON A LESS BORING NOTE ;_;