god, my parents really just ... don't know what to do with me anymore :'). i only have to go to school once a week, so i sleep until anywhere from one to sometimes seven at night. unless, of course, i don't sleep, and spend the day like a zombie until i pass out at six. i do the bare minimum of schoolwork, if that. i don't do anything else at all. i can't bring myself to read anything requiring serious thought. i don't remember if or when i've taken my medication.
I need to find some kind of drive. Force myself to write, maybe. Actually spend time with people. Something. I don't even know what I love anymore, though.